Parents took my destiny and

Decided what was meant to be

Its concentrated underrated pain in my fantasies

Black heart reality

Avoiding sociality

Devoid of totality

Screaming so fanatically

Ceiling fans are blowing the hurt all around me

Where my one true love was taken away

She...

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The feeling of pain is released through the cut

Stress flows out and numbness flows up

Blinded by drugs coping with life

Without my drugs I turned to the knife

My sanity was dwindling 

My cuts were only hindering

I felt so lonely

I thought cutting was an emo thing

It's a natural...

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Everything is going all right

I'm doing mostly what

I'm supposed to be doing

Change is coming

Change is brewing

Sitting here doing everything

Including changing

My thoughts are ranging

From good to bad

Hot to cold and

Glad to mad

Good moods bad moods

And everything in between

I'm being...

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Darkness begins and daylight ends

The pitch of night sends tears of blood

Raining thoughts raining love

The day goes the night comes

The feelings stop when I get numb

The river of tears keeps on flowing

I sometimes feel so alone

It's really not this heavy

I'm starting to believe

I'm finally turning the corner

Riding out the storm

Turning into the norm

Being quiet, surrounded by silence

Getting praise from my self

That's where it starts

I hate being late

It's like getting hit with darts

This is how I feel

This is just me ya see

I won't change for them

I change...

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