To scared to share what is on my heart and mind.

hoping she will ask, what is going on.

my sintiment load with intesipation.

I game of come find me.

I rather you ask for the truth instead of loading you down with gloom.

I long to tell her of how I hurt.

I want to hold her hand thinking...

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I feel low at heart and soul

What do I need to do to feel whole?

I don't know why I'm feeling this way.

It seems to happen everyday.

Tears seem to fall from my eyes.

I sometimes want to die.

I feel depressed, I at least know that

What could it be, what is the fact?

Don't know what is...

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in this moment

recognize your strength

as the lights hit your face

so comfortable in this place

fierce this woman standing there

this sensual flow

that only the one person is allowed to know

swaying to the music 

swollen to the heat's lyrics

drenched in sweat 

close your eyes

follow the...

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in this moment

recognize your strength

as the lights hit your face

so comfortable in this place

fierce this woman standing there

this sensual flow

that only the one person is allowed to know

swaying to the music 

swollen to the heat's lyrics

drenched in sweat 

close your eyes

follow the...

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stuck and toren, depressed and worn.  scatterd and tired.  down and wondering what now.

Back at some beginning that i have not seen in some time.

Is it worth another around or do i just go on pretending that i am figuring it out.

lonely and empty over cauious and worried.

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