i hate that feeling.

my chest is so tight and sore i can barely breathe.
its when you begin to think the worst.

no amount of reassurance is going to make it better

i mean what if…w

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tonight i cried over you
tonight i admitted i was wrong
tonight i realised you werent worth it. 

but tonight
i also found you
i found the good guy
i found someone who would be there

tonight..
i really felt alone. 

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so i have this feeling, 
but it confuses me.

i mean
when things go wrong
you want them to get better
but i dont.

people get hurt
people cry
people hate

but people also forgive
they let go.

me on the other hand
well im different.

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i HATE this feeling.
of confusion, of not knowing what will happen next.

im so scared it makes me sick.
im so confused that i speak to my enemies about it.

but what happens if things go wrong?

you upset me and i said stuff i shouldnt have.
i upset you and you did the same.

but what i...

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when you met someone special, you want them to stay forever.

but what if they cant.
what if in two single seconds your life changes?

its unfair how you meet someone who changes your life. 
but then they leave and you never see them again.

the people that should be there arent.
the...

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