I wonder if anyone is there or if anyone cares  life  is just a messed up game that  we all eventually have to play.I just dont understand  why people are so cruel and why they dont follow the rules life could be a little  easy if  people  can start realizing thats it is not all about them  maybe some day us women can walk the streets and not worry about getting raped or taken maybe some day you guys can walk out on the streets and not get shot or beat up...  One day One day I will be able to smile  but for right now I have to wait a while and play life's stupid games  and put up with a fake smile.