My life is messed up

I can't roll with it

My thoughts a shovel

I dug a hole with it

My heart is cold as

A dark winter night

I lost the battle can I still win the fight

Chorus:

Emotionally there's a whole in my brain

Mentally I can't deal with the pain

In life I have so much to gain

So why lose it all just to skip the pain

My thoughts are calloused

I barely feel them

The drugs they numb me

I'm stitched and ripped again

Why can't I dig this?

I hit a boulder

This is typical

I got the cold shoulder