read the zodiac 

says im going to put my emotions

in simple yet solid utter

in words i will surely remember

nay, not today in mind no other matter

but as i looked into myself

my emotions need to be heard

 

it was like an everlasting one sided romance

for years and years waited for a chance

for years and years silently loving this man

for years and years witnessed the fun

for years and years listened to the plans

 

in my face i witnessed

twice  silver rings from the finger removed

each ring engraved in my mind

like a maze and lines

those were the hurting designs

of those two engagement silver rings 

in the finger of my beloved

 

it was like waiting forever 

of how everything will end

of how the stories of the silver rings 

will give pleasure to the one

i prayed to my God

can i be the one

to wear the ring of gold

and fill in the loneliness 

of the ring-emptied-finger 

of the one long loved

 

it was like an answered prayer

everything went fine

everything went perfect

dates and plans were made

house and travels were arranged

vacation and holiday was set

to a place were lovers can melt

the finger is happy once again

the silver ring came shining

 

for the third and final time

i witnessed in my face

the one that i love so dearly

will have his vows finally

in years and years of waiting

in years and years of praying

in years and years of yearning

at last my prayer came to an end

as answer is being said

my dearly beloved--so so beloved

will soon be united

 

the story of the ringed finger will end

for eternally and forever it will be

part of my beloved's existence 

and forever an etched to my heart

i may drown in ocean blue

but no prince will come to save me

i hope somebody can feel the real pain

in my face my beloved will be

my God forgive me but i envy the girl he married.

 

 

__________

passerby_anduling

 

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