This world a horrible place most of the time i wish i could escape this place it feels like hell . Everyday i can feel me die a little bet every day (sigh) sassiest sounds good everyday i wake up and i wish that i could fly away from every thing and i did not have to deal with it some times i can't believe I'm still alive any more (sigh) being emo is heard to deal with everyday but everyday life gets harder and harder everyday some nights i can't sleep i think about dieing for a long  time .But if i really kill myself i will not care if any one misses me anymore........................ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to die please kill me please  . (head down ) :(...........