Tides of blue and seas of gray

My consistency never stays

It comes in waves

It's just a new phase

I always end up confused

But who doesn't this happen to

This change is never gonna stay

And maybe I like it that way

My changing closet is locked

Transforming isn't bought or fought

And I don't have the key, yet

This isn't where I'm supposed to be, yet

I'm getting there sooner or later

When I'm high I am a faker

Relationships never last with me

Cause I ruin everything