its been a while,

its been a tiresome way of life

God has His reasons 

but why for every season

same old things

same old feelings

at the end of the day 

its all emptiness lingering in me

My God My God

im tired of all these

never ending hurting stories

never ending miseries

is there really good thing for me?

many times i've wished

many times i whispered in the air

that at last i can find someone

willing a life to share

but life's race is almost there

no one

no one

no one out there

everybody is not the one

then no one is the one

even this one

he is totally not the one

even how i pray 

even how i want to stay

he is not interested

doesnt even know my full name

sail on jbb

i thank God i found beauty 

in this  land rhymed with disney

though in this city everything must be holy

even just thinking of you may be a taboo

thus i just have to say 

i hope even friendship can do

 even somehow my heart wants you.

even so thank you because of you.

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passerby_anduling