a silent suicide

you told me you'd never hurt me;
when im aching inside.
you told me you'd never break me;
well i broke down and cryed.
i told you to never love me;
was it even worth a try?
you told me you've never been this happy;
and that got me to smile on the inside.
you told me you thought we moved to fast;
we needed time to think.

i told you i'd never hurt you;
not even one time.
i told you my secret;
and then you lied.
you told me not to be scared;
and everything would be alright.
and i couldn't sleep;
your all i dream about.
you never came back;
and i asked myself why.

i made the assumption;
that you could/would/will in time.
i try to say it wasn't my fault you left;
or that it was you broke my heart.
but now the time has changed;
and we've grown apart.