Love sucks so much sometimes I wonder y we fall in it
check out how weak it makes a person feel,
How stupid it gets u to be and messes up ur speech
it takes away ur breath while u re still breathing
u nod ur head when u meant to shake it
u shake ur head when u meant to nod it
it gets u to do wat u never thought of doing
and ignoring all u've been thinking
it gives u so much rage and anger wen it hurts u
so much that u can't control ur emotions and reactions
all over a lil situation u could have smiled and let go
all over a lil situation u have tolerated all ur life
I guess things hurt more when the person who caused it
is not just any person but a person u love
a person u trust
a person u re willing to go that extra mile for
ask anyone who has been in and out of love
and this is wat they'll tell u;
its easier fallen in love with a person
and very diffiuclt fallen out of love with the same person
I dnt need to be told its human nature
starting things are always the easy part
my mum thinks giving birth to me was the hardest thing in her life
till I had my first fight with the neighbors son and denied it all. lol
maybe we shuldn't be in such a haste to be in love
maybe we shuld wait for love to come to us
but wat if it never comes and our waiting is in vain
wat if someone else takes our place cos we waited
who the fuck is cupid anyway, he better watch his back
cos he has not been doing his wrk well
and with that confused hearts may attack him from behind
and smash his retarded ass and fucking bow and arrow to the damn wall
I wish I never started this shit
but I would have wondered wat if I never did
am glad I did, am sad its not working for me
am glad I know it did not work for me cos the doubts re gone to sleep
Maybe it wasn't meant to be maybe it was
maybe its one of life's stupid tests maybe its not
maybe I just have to wait maybe I dnt
maybe I just have to pursue on maybe I dnt
since I have no idea wat to do now
I will just lean back and try as much as possible to not shed a tear
I will just look up each time I remember and make a prayer
I will just look into her eyes and tell her "ITS NOT A HAPPY TRIP FOR ME"
... ... ... so much more left in me to say ... ...